Get off at 72nd st on the B & C line, Together walking under the green vines, over the 1st bridge, under the brick tunnel
down a hill, through the bridge that toppled a waterfall, I asked, I wonder if the water is clean, you laughed, yea right
it's nyc~ it's probably from the sewer, over to the Bow Bridge, not too far away, under that tree, next to that rock where
we laid, laughed, talked, hugged, held hands, u teased me about chasing the ducks, the pigeons and the squirrels, i went barefoot
walking on hot brick road over the fence to the fountain on the other side, almost had u carry me back because of the burning
sensation from the hot bricks was sizzling my feet. Went over to the rocks where we threw leaves at eachother, u held my hand
cos I almost slipped, then we picked on eachother more joking and acting silly,
Leaving the lake that you promised you'd find for me, sitting around the huge water fountain, we both drifted into our
own thoughts for a sec, u were thinking about her, I was dwelling on the last relationship I had ended, u asked me why I sigh
and said that we promised eachother not to think about sad things, we smiled and moved on... to that great open field, I asked
u to smell the flowers from the tree, u laughed telling me how silly I am,,,but then u smelled it anyways.. walking towards
the swing where we spent the last few hrs of our 1st amazing date~ u said u haven't been on a swing in ages and that u felt
it was childish to do so,but still I made you go on the swing with me, u told me u were glad I did that~ we parted on an incredible
term with huge smile on our faces and planned for more to come in the near future, and that's when our story begin~ ironically,
our story ended on my 22nd bday
I fell in love with Mike the 1st time we met, the first time I laid eyes on him when he was standing there waiting for
me in the subway station by my office. He was tall, redhead with a big backpack full of his goodies and a huge iced bottle
of water just for me~ It was the longest but the sweetest time 8 hrs I've ever spent with a guy, I didn't know that simple
walks, easy conversation on a glorious day could put me through such great emotions, although he did have the smile that outshines
the sun and he smell like a goddess... I loved him for his devotion for the person he loves, except it wasn't me. Maybe someday,
we'll come to true peace about eachother with ourselves, nevertheless it was a helluva risk that we took,
Mikey... my first love
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