Had to write this even though i'm so amazingly late to work, i had to, just my thoughts over somethings, mind buggled, for some reason this week felt so long because i kept having things thrown at me and i'm just holding it not knowing wat to do with it, til i wrote this, and sort of want to tie in my week~ kinda sappy but, weekend is coming so hopefully i'll get some rest and probably stop by my new friend's house and enjoy some stress free time, but , i'm fine though =)

My Wish

Just another day, I wake up in my bed

Felt a sudden loss inside, what happened to their stay

I tried to walk away but the dreams are haunting me

Saying I wasn’t good enough, so no one want to stay

I lost my pride on the day I lied

I said I could but I just cant deny

Saying it’s just a game I’m gonna play

Must been a fool thought that I could win

Even through the ups and down, I had a friend with me

Following the shadows that I walk

If loneliness could speak, he’ll tell u how many nights

I cried in my sleep

I wasn’t sane, I’ve driven to extreme

I didn’t stay for what I didn’t want to hear

So I ran away as far as I could run

Didn’t do no good I was still in piece and flakes

Broke down inside wish I could live another day

Feel I had no shame no need to get away

Look up into the sky do u think I can find a way

I feel despair I need to be repaired

How can I end my pain

I’m not a freak don’t look me any differ than anyone

I just have my ways what to do how to make me safe

Been so protected still need protection I’m still alone

Once brokened doll withering with the stars

and now I’m back at home

Could you take me away, and forget today

Think I could be saved, think I would be safe

If I choose to turn back on this road of my life

Do you think I could face, all my past

So this is my wish